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Just skyped with my mom and she told me she watched my videos and I seemed to have gotten fatter…she thinks it’s the banana milk (but I think it’s all the chimaek)

changed the name of the blog back because my friend Jordan said she liked the old one better so I’m listening to her because frankly I liked the old one better too :D

DBSK’s Hug means a lot to me.

I didn’t realize this when I bought the album in myeongdong two weeks ago.
I didn’t realize this when I uploaded that vlog yesterday.

But today I decided to finally re-listen to this song. I guess for a while I was afraid to listen to it because it would remind me of the past. I was right. It not only reminded me of 8 years ago but also made me feel such a strong wave of nostalgia, sadness and happiness that I feel I need to get my feelings out in this blog post. 

DBSK is a huge part of the reason why I am in Korea right now. If not for them I wouldn’t have discovered Kpop, wouldn’t have wanted to become a Kpop star, wouldn’t have wanted to get better at Chinese, wouldn’t have fallen in love with music and singing, wouldn’t have this great interest in learning Korean, wouldn’t know this many random Korean words from songs, wouldn’t have wanted to come to Korea… I wouldn’t be ME right now. 

I no longer feel the same obsession for them as I did when I was younger, however they remind me of perhaps one of the happiest times of my lives. Those friends and I are no longer close to one another. We no longer talk every single day. We were all changed by time, people and experiences so it was natural to part ways one day. But I miss it. The simple times where we sat on the classroom floor watching this same music video on my new iPod nano. Where we rewrote the lyrics to this song for a science project about a bacteria. Where we reenacted the scenes from DBSK mini dramas. Where we each called one member Mine. 

This was before we grew up, before we all changed, before I got hurt and realized we’d all changed, before we parted ways, before reality covered our dreams, way before all that. 

I miss those times and this song is like a symbol for that era of my life. So whenever I hear it now I want to cry. How can time move so fast? DBSK is no longer the original DBSK and we are all no longer the original us. Time really does change everything.

And the us of the past, we didn’t even see it coming.

I don’t even need an alarm clock because of the blinding sun 😒 maybe I should tape something to it to block it out #morning #hello

I don’t even need an alarm clock because of the blinding sun 😒 maybe I should tape something to it to block it out #morning #hello

Kpop Haul

2 in a day yes I am on a roll! 

MyeongDong and Kpop stores yayyy

Then after you watch this watch the haul too, it’s linked at the end. 

Thanks!! Enjoy

Watch in HD because quality is a little worse than usual due to compressing it and importing into Final Cut Pro to censor the credit card haha which took heck of a long time…but I have accomplished it!

puahahaha…

ok…now go watch it please and don’t forget to comment, like and subscribe :D

Looking so young in this one hahahaha #asianv #seoul #korea #waffles

Looking so young in this one hahahaha #asianv #seoul #korea #waffles

imtaurus:

Taurus, your greatest strength is found in your immense reservoir of inner and outer control. Your preferred pattern is to stop, watch and act if, and only if, the condition warrants an action. Your protectiveness encompasses not only the things you treasure, but the people you love and your own…

Reblogged for myself :)

After Brave Concert :) got to see #IU #SanE and #dynamicduo my life is now complete! Vlog should be up soon going to go to sleep now good night😘

After Brave Concert :) got to see #IU #SanE and #dynamicduo my life is now complete! Vlog should be up soon going to go to sleep now good night😘